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The Ginja. (The ginger ninja)
United States
My name is Rachel. I am quite the jolly fellow.

And I like black men. Haha
I has unhappy feels. But it will be okay. Their kind of selfish partially but I need to get it all out.


I just found out one of my aunts who I am particularly close to has stage 1 lung cancer.
She's fine and really healthy otherwise from what I believe. I mean, she's a nurse by profession.
And I know she will overcome this. She's such a strong selfless woman.  
But it hurts because I am close to her. She was the first person I came out to on how sick my mother actually was...
Blah. I mean she tried to make a difference in my life for me. Since a lot of people on my dad's side keep to themselves.
(And partially felt insecure around my mother, a woman too 'mainstream' for country folk....but that's whatever.)
I mean this woman was truly there for me. Honestly, she is like a second mother to me.
I'm gonna go to church Wednesday and put in a prayer request just for her. <3
But it's really awesome I will probably get to see her this Saturday and other times over the summer.

Kinda had to get that feel out, onto the next.

And here's something selfish, but it would be really nice if an understanding ear would listen...

I am getting my first hearing aid this Wednesday...I will be wearing it for the next five years of my life or until hearing surgery
becomes more accurate and has a greater success rate. Woo.
I'm so excited, I will be able to hear  what i've been missing my entire life. <3
I just don't like the idea of being a girl with a handicap...I mean it will show up on my license...  
I'm afraid people will find out and think i'm a freak. I don't know. I just feel that way.

Blah. I'm in one of those moods where if one thing makes me sad, my entire being feels it.
Heh, it always seems I always have to fight my most hardest battles by myself.  
Eh, it will just make me stronger. Eventhoughitwouldbereallyniceifrinardowerehere.

But I shall leave you with a good note...…   <3 Queen, Now im here, live at the bowl <3
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Queen

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MirroredSilhouettes Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you kindly for the fave on our Doctor and Rose cosplays! Much appreciated. :manhug:
Spiritbeaste Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you for the fav! [link]
FreeBow Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2013
Thanks for the fave! :D
AmyLovesPenguins Featured By Owner May 31, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the watch@
LauraID Featured By Owner May 23, 2013
thank you very much for the fav on [link] :)
Arkus83 Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Professional General Artist
Thank you for the fav ! :D
assincr0n0 Featured By Owner May 15, 2013
Very nice of you
assincr0n0 Featured By Owner May 15, 2013
Thank you Rachel.
Broken-Stone-Wolf Featured By Owner May 14, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you for the fav!

I am also in the same sinus boat. Dang Allergies.
electricramen Featured By Owner May 14, 2013
No problem, and I would totally share my box of kleenex with you. Bah, but it's gotten better today. So woo hoo.

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